I am the only thing holding myself back in life. I keep sitting here doing the same thing day after day, hating my life when all it takes is getting the classes that I need scheduled. How could I possibly feel like any more of a failure? At least if I actually failed the class I’m afraid of I would be failing something that I was doing instead of just dreaming about.
Knowing that I have the power to make myself happy and change my future is powerful. And sad. I’ve always had to be pushed into change what was best for me. Realizing that I really am an adult now and that I’m the only one who can make this decision is scary.
