It is freezing at school. Honest to god, the temperature averages from about 62 to 65 and we are there all day long! We sit in class bundled up in our winter coats, scarves and (soon) gloves. The stupid thermostat is controlled by a computer at the main campus and after complaining a million times, they finally told us that nothing will be done about it. They’re trying to save energy. The really stupid part is that it’s 75+ in the computer lab in the mornings and then the heat goes off completely. Whatever, we’re going to petition and write letters…not like it will do any good. But how do they expect us to learn anything when we might as well be sitting outside? Blah.
Tomorrow…today is Thanksgiving. I can’t believe it. I should be sitting around drinking coffee with my aunt and the rest of my family in a warm house, talking about where we are going shopping on Friday and what we’re going to cook. But instead, I will never spend another holiday with my aunt, my parents are seperated – yes, I said seperated. To add to the fucking drama in my life lately, my dad moved out a few weeks ago. I honestly don’t know if he’ll ever more back in. Thanksgiving is just going to be stress probably. Whenever he’s at home mom is just curt with him. Not that I blame her at all… I’m ready to crawl into a hole until after New Years.
I leave for Washington on the 14th at 5am and I wish I could say that I wouldn’t be coming back.
I sound so down but I’m really okay, I promise. I’m just scared that I’m hating the holidays this year. They were always my favorite time.
